CoverArt : [Hermann_Hesse]
[27FEB2020THU0751PST][San_Francisco]
A black woman hollering 'Lucky' -- her lost dog's name? -- on the hallway...
[KPOO][FM 89.5] happening...
Y does TRUTH hurt?
Because it signifies the LIAR's defeat...
& DEFEAT accompanies down_emotion whether it occurs to ourselves or to others...
& we only want the opposite of such emotion for ourselves first, then also for others...
We call it the Hurt...
Life is nothing but a quilt of square fabric sewn together that spells accumulated Hurts...
& we rev with MUSIC to massage our Hurt nerves that has WINE effect without damaging our LIVERS...
That's what MUSIC is good for...
Lying is a self-defeating behavioral anomaly when one lacks confidence while trying to impress the onlooker/audience/object_of_interest… People do drugs for the temporary hallucinogenic confidence via magic_mushroom or cocaine...
But as they come out of the trance/chemically_induced momentary 'visit' to the state of being they desire to b in, they r left with utterly empty state -- akin to standing in the middle of winter street with no pants on -- which then finds its outlet in the act of lying, upon discovery of the fact which invariably takes away whatever they thought they have achieved/gained by having used the unwise methodology to draw other's attention/interest, etc.... We all do it... & as a result, we live to pay for the mistakes we made to have kick_started the Wheel_of_dharma to churn… That's life...
Let's think of it another way... The Wheel_of_dharma is to churn whether we like it or not -- one way or another -- & it is us (not the planetary geometry at the time of our birth) that choose the path in which direction the Wheel churns -- North/South/East/West... In other words, it is entirely of our action that makes our life to spread out the way it does... We, through our actions/words -- our deeds -- cause the path... Of course, our environment plays the role -- as the background...
Let's sieve that one more time... We r born into this world seemingly not by our conscious choice (we hear here & there as we grow up that we did choose consciously prior to our birth)… Then we observe our environment, how people behave... Then we go to school & learn some stuff that tells us what life is all about... Then we formulate our own theory out of all those inputs... Basically people behave rotten -- they cheat, they steal & they lie -- so, we conclude that's what we r on Earth for & start imitating the same shit... We know the rest... So, who r we suppose to blame? Our parents? Our school? Our Gurus? Pope? Spirits? Genie? Prophets? Philosophers? Take a pick...
Now going back to where this thesis started, the example of someone lying to gain one audience's attention, multiply that by the number of audience's applauses some people might seek -- 18 million or double of that or y not triple, the sky is the limit they say... So, to what extent would the same scenario b played out to achieve such 'goal/fantasy/hallucination'?
Furthermore, the pursuit does not stop at striving to achieve one's goal/fantasy/hallucination alone, those that r focused/crystalized in seeking the maximum self_indulgence go beyond self_promotion; they 'peg' their illusory status via another route -- by destroying others/competition... In other words, they proceed to secure they 'succeed' {word play: 'suck_seed: Thanks, [Erik_Paul_Kalalani_Rolf/Ernst_Villanueva, for that lesson...} alone in their own 'genre' they feel they have 'created' -- 'went_ahead_misconceived' -- with self-righteous 'protectionism... Same is true with those that 'fake_companion_hunt' whereas their true motive is to take advantage of those who have something they could benefit from -- e.g. internet popularity, etc., etc., etc.... Y do people want to sleep with celebrities? Because that is the fastest avenue to achieve 'fame', isn't it?
( ) killed ( ) Twitter site [@IanSaph1] yesterday [26FEB2020WED] not because [Madonna] reverse-glorified the [Bull_Fight] that ( ) m entirely against -- ( ) think the title of the song is called, 'Take a Bow'; ( ) don't understand the lyric of the song, but judging by the video, it is about a woman leaving the Bull_Fighter because for the same reason y ( ) m against the [Bull_Fight], ( ) m guessing, then y did ( ) kill the Twitter site? Because ( ) could not [delete] the post ( ) felt differently a moment after ( ) uploaded it; ( ) uploaded the post because ( ) like the visual aspect of the post, then ( ) listened to the song & when ( ) saw the bull dying, ( ) flipped... ( ) wanted to [delete] the post, but couldn't, then ( ) wanted to [block] [Madonna] as ( ) protest against for her having made use of the [Bull_Fight] theme at all -- regardless of her true intention -- but couldn't... ( ) got livid... From there on ( ) set out to delete everyone from ( ) scripts who had given ( ) the pain of 'lying', 'cheating' & 'hacking'... All of them... Almost all of them... [Bezos] almost went too or went & put back on since he is the [Potential_Executive_Producer] of one of ( ) script, [Via_Rotterdam], etc.... Then when ( ) tried to [delete] the script, [The_Journey], [Mozello] site switched the [URL] of the section with the [URL] that belongs to the entire blog that houses ( ) scripts & [Mozello] is the only site that houses all of ( ) scripts -- albeit 'stolen' scripts... It was by the dint of 'luck' ( ) saved ( ) scripts...
[Madonna] 'Take a Bow'
( ) happened to b a tone_deaf, but ( ) honestly don't think the above song is all that great although the video is not too bad... For that, 18 million people applauded? ( ) truly don't understand public taste...
Let's now go back to the main theme... Y do we seek companion via 2_dimensional route when we run out of 3_dimensional route? Because 3_dimensional route accompanies the kind of Hurts our system gets depleted room of to tolerate -- though the duration it takes may differ per individual, which could b categorized as 'active' as oppose to the other kind of running out, 'passive', the phenomenon that occurs when our exterior no longer appeals the other's mundane appetite which is how we, the humanoid, respond to the others initially & take interest in & engage to indulge into 'more' of that & weave on the ingredients of Hurt_to_b_eventually}...
So, 2_dimensional part of us is an auxiliary gear of our being that functions as the invisible tail & as our 3_dimensional part withers, the 2_dimensional part of ourselves looms as the only device to maneuver the task of luring others to our game of companion hunting...
So, y the need for the companion hunting?
Because we get BORED with ourselves regardless of our own depository of ingenuities, talents & idiosyncrasies...
Then is it akin to seeking something other than ourselves? We tire of ourselves? Our cells, blood_types & pigments?
That's right, regardless what we r, black, white, yellow, orange or what have we, we seek something other than ourselves -- or something we become accustomed to by repetition or by prolonged exposure -- ever heard of 'familiarity breeds contempt'? So we unmistakably require -- soon or later -- something 'different' whether that b our hairstyle or our mate to tingle our 'senses'(1st: 3_dimensional)/'neurons'(2nd: 2_dimansionl)... Then enters the 'possessiveness' due to its motherboard named 'ego'... All Buddhism stuff... 'Die_before_death...', they say...
So, we r the multiple clones of [Elon_Musk] in other words...
So, r we back to [yin][-] looking for [yang][+] & vice versa?
Or some of us might b the derivative of ...
[Chinese Wooden Ball Puzzle]
& while we r at...
[Ivory Ball]
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p.s. ( ) bullshit real good, real real good...
p.p.s. In order to weigh our level of conscience -- meat eating -- it is imperative that we watch how the cows r butchered:
